Thanks guys. The thing about addicts is they tend to be intelligent, but also stubborn. It takes most people several tries before getting it. Everyone has to find their own path.
Things are good. With a CEPro top 100 company now (actually number 50 this year) and moved to sales a few months ago. So no more attics and crawl spaces for my old back.
Civil War reenactment is LARPing for people with no imagination.